Nicoles right, your not wasting anyones time and its not to late to talk about the loss of your brother because its something that you will be dealing with the rest of your life. I am a bit younger thatn you, I'm 13 but I lost my mom about 2 weeks ago on February 12th, 2005 when she was just 42. I understand what your going through, while my mom died from cancer (shes had it for ten long years), my family has had various problems with the law and drugs and alcohol. Before my mom died, she lost two kids. And depression is something I've lived with for the past six years. I have been hospitalized for cutting, depression, burning myself, and suicide thoughts. I just want you to know that it's never too late to deal with the death of someone and that you're not alone. If you or anyone else reading this ever wanna talk i'm here! Brianna
