I have this ache in my heart. Sometimes I feel it is hard to breath. I miss her so much. She was ill for so long and I took care of her each day. It felt good to give her a bath and wrap her up in a warm blanket. She would shiver for awhile, sometimes I would get the hair dryer or heating pad.. Then she would fall asleep. And I would rock her just like a baby. She never cried. She was so good. I want to believe she is well now and running after bunnies with her mom and dad. I know she misses me. No one seems to know or care about me and my pain. I feel so hurt.