Marny45

I had my first grief counseling session today at home. I think I kept saying the same things over and over. Next week 5/8 is my Mom's birthday and then next sunday is Mother's Day. Next week will be a very bad week for me. I told my counselor today that I had got onto this site and I really appreciate all of your responses. I am going to plan a birthday party for my Mom next week. I think she would really like it. I know I dont make much sense right now there is so much I want to say but dont quite know where to begin. I guess it will come with time

My Mom died the end of March. She had been sick for several years. I had helped my Dad take care of her and I just never really thought that she would die. Now I miss her so much and wish I had told her what she really meant to me before she passed away. I dont know what to do with my time anymore and I have this big hole in my heart that I'm not sure will ever heal.