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JacquelineMarie

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  1. Thanks so much Deb, I will also pray for you .I cant beleive we are feeling the exact same pain , every word you say , all the pain you feel , I too feel the same, My e-mail is abysattic@aol.com , I live in St Louis ,MO The minute I get a sign or have that special dream, I will let you know, its only been 12 days , I talk to her every morn & night , Our mothers are in heaven , I too just want to be sure She will know me when i get there , and that We will be together again someday ,I know what you are going thru , We just have to beleive , lets stay in touch, BIG Warm Hugs for now , Jacqueline
  2. Dear Deb, I am so sorry for your loss, I took am Grieving the same as you are about your momther,I too am waiting for the sign or dream of her , I just need to know that she will be waiting for me when I join her in heaven. My Mother Passed away 12 days ago , I am the youngest of 5 , and my mother was my life ,I never met My Biologicle father or even know who he is, its been so hard to live with out her , I cant explain how incredibly close i was to her ,I never went a day without seeing or talking to her ,She was an angel, I never heard her yell or say anything unkind to or about anyone, she was so innocent, and never cared about material things, only love, she was always ill with heart disease all her life , 3 years ago she fell and broke her hip, thats what triggered the alztimers , so for the passed year & 1/2 she was in a nursing home , I cared for her the entire time , there is never enough help in those homes, so you must be there to watch your loved ones daily, I was , I cried every night after leaving her , I hated her not being home with me , but she needed 24 hour care, & I work full time , I never wanted to give up on her , when they called to tell me her heart stoped , and she was gone , I rushed there to be with her , I held her hand ,and it felt like she was holding my hand as if to say dont worry , I never missed a day telling her she was the best mother in the world & I loved her with all my heart , in the end she could not say much that made sense ,but when my tears fell when it was time to go home at night , she would always look at me and say , dont cry,dont worry , it will be ok , it would come out of her mouth so clear . She was my rock , all my life she was there , no matter what time , or day , she was home to pick up the phone , she would say , do be sad, come over I will have coffie ready in 5 minutes , she always had time to make me feel better , there is not a soul on earth that can replace my relationship with my dear mother & her abundence of unconditional love , I feel as if I am losing my mind, because everything I loved , things i collected ,even shopping, I just do not care about that stuff anymore, I feel guilty having anything , because I had a choice , I would throw every thing away , to have her back , What do we do now ? How do we go on ? People say it gets better , HOW ? I talk to her every day in prayer as if she is with me , but still no dream about her yet.
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