I just lost my mom on March 18, 2005, it was unexpected, however she had been sick. I just want to be able to hear her voice one more time and be able to talk to her one more time, I would give anything to be able to tell her i love her and goodbye before the passed away. It as been 2 weeks today and I am so depressed over this, I feel like i have lost my best friend in the world. I remember all the sacrafices she made for me and my sister when we were kids, It just hurts me so much knowing i will never be able to see or hear her again, I feel like i am in a dream and can't get out of it. I just don't want to go on anymore, but I know i have to, i have kids to raise and to watch them grow up. I just feel so lost.
