Hi, my name is Kathy.. I lost my husband of 34 years due to a motorcycle accident, we were coming home from a bike run when a woman hit us. i awoke in the hospital 3 days later to be told my husband was dead. this was on april 19th of 2003. two years this month. I can't seem to figure out where I am going.Earl was my life, my past present and future.. I loved him dearly. and i don't know how to go on without him. I am not sure how this forum works, but I am trying it. Kathy