Kiki&Kids

Thanks for your reply & suggestion. I am aware of the fact that when thoughts of my animals enter my mind, I quickly focus on something else. Since that, I have become rather cold and distant from anyone. Do not want to get close to anyone or anything at all. Sorry for taking so long to reply. Thanks Again, Kiki

It's been almost 2 years now & I am still grieving over my pets. Not the ones that died, the ones I gave away. I hate myself for turning my back on them. I had lots of pigs & chickens, ducks & goats too. I built a small petting zoo on my property. Anyways, the guilt has kept me from moving on. I have been in denial that I was/am still in depression. I covered up w/ mislc. stuff to keep my thoughts busy. I cry about music, so I haven't listened to a single song in almost 2 years, commercials bring tears, and I'm just now seeing that I am still depressed. I have been taking anti-depressants for many years. Can anyone help? Thanks, Kiki

It's been almost 2 years now & I am still grieving over my pets. Not the ones that died, the ones I gave away. I hate myself for turning my back on them. I had lots of pigs & chickens, ducks & goats too. I built a small petting zoo on my property. Anyways, the guilt has kept me from moving on. I have been in denial that I was/am still in depression. I covered up w/ mislc. stuff to keep my thoughts busy. I cry about music, so I haven't listened to a single song in almost 2 years, commercials bring tears, and I'm just now seeing that I am still depressed. I have been taking anti-depressants for many years. Can anyone help? Thanks, Kiki

It has been over a year now & I can't move on. I stay locked in the house and never open the blinds or look outside. I do not want to see my farm where my babies (pets) used to be before an attack from a wild dog. I won't get too graphic here. I am just having so much trouble "living" again. Thanks 4 reading this, Kiki

I have yet to hear back from you after emailing my "story".

I am so sorry for your loss. May God ease your pain and fill your heart w/ warm memories. Kiki

I am needing support for pet loss, but I don't want to upset anyone. It is a "mercy killing". I shall await your response. Thanks, Kiki & Kids