Hi, my name is Tiffany. I just found this site today and saw your post and wanted to reply to you. My 2 brothers were in a horrible car accident in January on their way to school. The car (my car) had spun out of control because of ice and went over the median... they hit a pick up truck 3 times while they were spinning and then were completely ran over by a school bus on its way to go pick up some kids. My brother, Chris (18), died instantly (claimed by the paramedics) and my brother, Rich (15) was in critical condition in the hospital for 3 weeks. Planning the funeral with my mom, picking out my brother's grave stone... speaking at the funeral for both Rich and I because Rich was still fighting for his life in the hospital... after all of these things happened, there were many times when I wanted to die because it seemed to be a better alternative to feeling the agonizing and breathtaking pain that I felt through all this. I'm sure it's similar with you. When your brother died, part of you died with him. This is normal, especially for immediate family. Tiff
