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I lost my husband on Mar 19th.....it has only been 6 weeks....there are days that I seem ok and others, I do not know if I am coming or going....my 3 children are grown adults and have been by my side, but they are having a hard time themselves believing their Dad is gone...my 10 grandchildren were all so close to their grandfather, they are so sad......I have been out of work with Carpal Tunnel surgery since Jan....my husband had been sick for some time....but he suddenly passed in his sleep with a heart attack....no one is ever prepared for this....it is just an emptyness you feel and it is so very sad to think you will not be with him day in and day out....I try to keep as busy as I can, but I am limited with my hands and trying to get them strong to return back to my job....some days I do not want to deal with all the paperwork and phone calls to clear up things that must be done...I am thinking of going to a grief support group...I hope this helps me...I also go on a few spiritual web-sites to just read and meditate. Any advise I would appreciate....thank you and God Bless