Lnette

The days are getting easier but it's true I'm forever changed. I'm listening to one of Marty's radio segments now and I have to say that these little spirits must have chosen her to help us through these times. I am glad I was with Josie no matter how it went. I'm glad she didn't suffer very long. I'm especially grateful for finding this site and will refer it to many others. Now-I must get on with my life yes? I have to go hug the other members of my family and keep coping together the best that we can.

Thank you Leeann. I absolutely dread coming home. Does everyone else go through that? I did ok through most of the day at work but the moment I get home I lose it. I keep thinking I see her. I received a wonderful card from the vet today. She stated how she wished it could have gone better. You're right- she showed me so much love- it's difficult to describe that kind of unconditional loving bond. Thank you again for your kind words.

Margaret: Thank you so much. "....Realize that those couple hard moments in a ten-year life--minutes during which you could not control the events---are, ultimately, very negligible in perspective." -I wanted you to know that those words helped me beyond belief and are carrying me through day to day. Bless you for being there for me during this painful time. Thanks to all of you. I've attached a picture of my sweet girl Josie. [attachmentid=296]

Today my beloved 10 year old cat had to be euthanized after a very sudden illness. The euthanization did not go as well as planned and as a result my sweet kitty ended up biting me. I'm feeling terrible for our family's loss but more guilty about her passing not being more peaceful. Please pray fo my sweet girl- my little shadow. I'm so happy we had such a wonderful last evening together, sleeping together with your little paw resting on me all night.