Beckyeller

Hi I am new to this site and felt comfort in all of your emails. I just lost me dad 1 month ago, and am really having a hard time getting over it. He died young at 63 after just being diagnosed with small cell lung cancer for 1 month. We were so close, that it feels like I did not only lose my dad but my best friend. I am going to a therapist which has helped. I just have a hard time ever getting it off my mind. I am trying to get through life, but sometimes I think I am just acting all day at work to cover up how I feel. I know he would not want me to be sad, but I just cannot seem to help it. I have been writing in a journal and reading books about grief, but I just thought if I talked with other people who have been through it, it would help as well. Thanks for listening!