Hello. I have never posted on a discussion group before but I found this site while I was searching for an article to help my twin daughters deal with grief. My best friend and husband of 20 years died just 12 days ago of colon cancer. He was only diagnosed on December 1, 2004. I have been so consumed with his treatments and taking care of him that I feel overly stimulated when I go places, it's quite overwhelming. I am grateful that we were able to be at home most of the time and that he was able to pass away at home in my arms. He was in so much pain and he suffered so, I thought that I would be OK with his passing but that doesn't seem to be the case. Reading your postings has helped. I know that he wants me to love and care for our beautiful children and I am grateful to have his spirit in them. I think that no matter how this journey on earth ends for someone, those of us left behind always wish for one more hug, one more kiss, one more snuggle, I know I sure do. My birthday is this fri. and while I sometimes don't know how I will go forward, I guess I will. Thank you all for your postings, they helped my soul.
