momalomax

you sweet sweet child i am so sorry for your lose and you never get over your lose you just have too except and go on the best way you no how ,i am 34 and my daddy just died this july 2003 and i havent gotten over that but i do no now that life dose go on like it or not but you must get too that point in your own time dont let anyone tell you too get over it lots of hugs, shelly (momalomax)

i had not seen my daddy in 16 years i talked too him on the phone all the time and sent cards and letteres and photos he lived in ind and i live in sc long way apart i always thought i had time t oo go see him he called me 6 mo ago told me he was dieing july 5th i went and got my daddy so i could take care of him and with in six weeks he died holding my had looking into my eyes in my home so i no how you feel but it will get easyer day by day or at least that is what they keep telling me i too still cry all the time so god bless and i wish you well momalomax

i am very sorry for your lose i too have had alot of great lost in the last year first my 28 year old sister ayear ago less then two mo later i had two uncles too pass and one of the hardest things in my life my daddy two and a half mo ago he died holding my hand in my home after a very long battle with lung cancer that had went too his brain i too have pushed every one away but i have not yet learned too let them in too help still working on that again i am sorry for your lose momalomax

i no what you mean i lost my sister a year ago then 2 uncles 30 days apart and what was really hard is my daddy died holding my hand only two and a half mo ago in my home so i really do no what you mean and i really dont understand at all momalomax00

i can understand everything you are saying because in less then a year i lost my baby sister and as if that wasent enough i lost my daddy in july of this year he died in my arms at my home from lung cancer just 3 days befor we danced too dance with my father by luther vadross and then he past i think of that every time i get sad and it gets me through another day that seems like it will never end my sister was 27 and my best friend and it dose get better but it will never go away i miss them both everyone says life gos on well i hope some one can tell me how hope you feel better with time and god bless shelly (momalomax)

maybe some chat rooms were we can really talk too someone everyone said talking helps thanks, momalomax

i think he is pushing you away because he loves you so much that he is scared that something mite happen too you god forbid and he cant deal with any more loss in his life i too push my husband away sences my sister and my daddy has past , the love is still there just dont give up on him if you love him fight for him he needs you even if he dosent no it right nowhe is lost in his pain right now i am very sorry for both of your loses god bless momalomax

i am 33 and feel like i am 99 my baby sister died at age 28 9/16/02 and my daddy just passed on 7/27/03 he was 61 he died in my home holding my hand looking in to my eyes ,i cant sleep because everytime i close my eyes i see the last look on my daddys face i was am a true daddys girl and i feel so lost with out him and just as lost with out my sister / my best friend i told her everything now i have no one too talk too i dont what too do anymore hope some one can help thank you momalomax