julianna85014

I'm sorry for your loss. I understand your guilt. I feel it was m fault my son died. I keep trying to tell myself that it's not my fault, but everytime I think about it objectivly, I winde it around to myself again. Maybe it's selfishness. I don't know. I lost my son on the 17th of May, 2005. My pain is still fresh, and I feel guilt is going to overcome me. I'm depressed as you are. Maybe because my grief is so new, I shouldn't be talking, but I understand what you're feeling. I'll understand it as long as I live. Julianna

I'm sorry to hear about your little boy. I lost my little boy, too. He was 5 months old. He was a special baby with special needs. Due to my depression I probably only spent a very little bit of real quality time with him. I think this is the hardest thing a mother goes thru. God Bless you. Julianna