Hi everyone. My husband passed away March 12, 2005. He was only 38 and I am only 30. I can't believe that God has taken him. He was my everything and gave back to the world in so many ways. I love and miss him every moment of the day. I am glad that I found this web site. In my support group I am the youngest by atleast 15 years. They are wonderful people but no one understands that I long to have a baby with my precious husband. No one understands exactly where I am in life and how hard this is. They look at me and say, "You are young and will remarry," and I think-I DON"T WANT TO!!!!I want my husband back!!! For those of you with children, please hug them and be thankful for them everyday. They are your strength and your link to what you use to have. When you are guiding them, remember what you both wanted and instill that in your child. I wish so much that we had a baby. He would of made the best dad.