I lost my Mom on July 12th , 2000 ...It has been so very hard on me as we were so close...She lived next door to me for past 28 years and was my best friend...I have not been well and I am on Avinza (Morphine) for my pain...I feel like I am holding my husband back from having a good time and going places when he wants to go...I don't feel like going out much as my pain gets in the way...I have bad thoughts in my mind and I know I should not have them but you feel like if you are out of the way, life for others would be so improved...I know I am ready to see my Mom and meet my Dad who passed away of heart attact at age 33.. Please help me to make the right descession.. I am Lost!!!
