On May 2, 2004 i lost my 12 yr old sister. Her bday was going to be on May 22. My parents, 16yr old cousin and sister and I were in my fathers truck on way to movie from church. When a lady came over a HUGE median and flipped upside down and hit our truck on top crushed the door where my sister was and landed on car behind us killing another woman. It was very sudden, head injury. Well, let me just tell you how life has sucked. I was A senior that year in high school so as you can imagine it was very hard to finish but my teachers were jsut so great. My sister was the biggest daddies girl ive EVER met. So my dad has taken it very hard. He is a tall big police officer so to see him so torn was heart-wrenching! My sister was not only my sister she was my best friend. All my friends knew my sister and she was always with me. We went to school 30 mins away from our house. So, for that last year when she got outta school i picked her up wene to 711 or where ever she wanted to go and headed home with the music blasting having a ball. So this loss was terrible for me. She was just the best person in the world. Now i know my sisters in heaven and has many crowns for the hundred or so people that got saved at her homegoing. my grandfather is a pastor and he had enough in him to do her service and it was beautiful. He did a great job and like i said so many people were touched. I have just been at such a loss lately. its been hard. That first year was hard but there were all the FIRSTS to do and people still around. Now its just family. My grandmother has since been diagnosed with ovarian cancer and NOT good... My moms aunt passed away, great grandmother passed and my cousin was born with a genetic disorder that has left her blind and deaf, and she has little muscle tone. Just think of a 4 months old movement and thats her but shes jsut at a year! So needless to say my family that neevr had problems went from that to one thing after another. I am 19 my parents are only 37! They are tryin to have another child. So theres that and its pulling me in excitement and sadness i guess. me and my mom have talked and we both arent sure. i think tho its what my parents need.. they dont want the empty house. Sorry things are random. i had a bad day so i had to let this out there and i saw this site. so i kinda let stuff go. let me know if you have any suggestions or anything to get threw this!! thanks, keli