Sorry to hear of your loss. I too have lost my fiance' on May 31st of this year 2005. He made me watch. I didn't think he would do it. He had threaten so many times and he would always say I'm too scared to do it. He did it this time. With me in the room. As horrific as this sounds, I put a positive spend to this tragedy. I comment to people that he died with the person he loved the most, "ME" and the house he loved the most. I've accessed this group because my therapist suggested that I go on-line and find a group. My Life has changed for the rest of my life. God Bless you all.
