lovetoall

((((Star eyed)))) This is my first post here but I wanted to respond- I'm so sorry for your pain and loss. Grief on top of other heart aches is completely overwhelming.... I agree.... and boy do I understand. I lost my mother in this past October, am an only child from a divorced family and planning a wedding too. So my reaction is... I do nothing - because it's all too overwhelming. Also teach 100 students a day- (art teacher) Advice - I finally went to a doctor and am currently on wellbutrin XL - It helps so I can function. You did say three months ago - Your pain is still raw and so new but do get to your doctor if not already. Grief can and will have an effect on you physically. Especially in having muscle aches that whatever you do - do not go away. I still have them and it's almost been a year. Hospital - I say first get advice from a professional - grief makes you feel like you're going crazy but your feelings are normal. How are doing now since you last posted this? You will have your okay days but then you'll have some where getting out of bed is almost impossible. I understand - and know - You're Not Alone, ((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))) lovetoall