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I don’t even know where to start. On July 2nd 2020, just a couple days ago, my little brother left the Earth. The few weeks prior to his death he was quite sick (and in the hospital), however we had hope that he was going to survive. Things took a turn for the worst on the 2nd when he stopped breathing and his heart stopped beating... he was unable to be revived. That was the worst phone call ever to receive. I wasn’t even at the hospital with him (it was very early morning), though I had plans to go see him as soon as we woke up... I never got the chance to properly say goodbye to him. All the things that I will never be able to do with him, see him do, etc., hurt so badly. I keep having dreams that he is still alive and/or that the treatment he was going to receive was working... then I wake up and realize that was just a dream and the pain of his absence hits me so hard. He has only been gone a few days, yet I miss him so much. It seems like a lifetime ago that I last saw his sweet little face. I am really struggling and don’t really have anyone who knows what I am going through. So, I figured I would post here and see what happens. I am so sorry for any and all of you that have experienced the loss of a loved one. Thank you for listening to me.
I lost my only brother almost 2 months back. It was a sudden death. It was like he was living one moment and then he was gone. He was only 27. He was not ill, was disease free. It was most confusing thing. He stopped breathing within a few minutes of being okay. I am feeling terrible that I am using past tense for him while writing this. I dont know what to do, what to feel. I am not an expressive person. I have absolutely no one to talk to. I dont want to be weak infront of parents. I cant cry or feel sad infront of anyone. I have never felt more lonely in life. Everyday is a blur. I miss him so damn much. I just keep praying and hoping he's happy and getting love from god. Are there people out here who have not really cried after losing a really close loved one? Feeling lost.
My brother passed away almost 2 months back and this is the first time I am writing anything anywhere regarding the same. I still cannot digest the fact he's not there anymore. I have not cried properly even once since the day he went away. I go to the office everyday, laugh on jokes, go out at times, eat out and talk normally to people around me. I feel so damn guilty about doing any of these things. It feels as if nothing has changed for me, everything is going as it was before that unfortunate day and he no longer exists in this world. His life stopped that very day. We were so damn close but still it has not affected my life so much. It is killing me from inside but I am not able to do anything about it.