Candace Posted March 19, 2006 Report Share Posted March 19, 2006 It was Monday, March 13th 2006. It, to me, was like any other Monday. I had been ill myself and was not in touch with my Mom....Always thinking that you should call her....I didn't. I got a strange call from her landlord...telling me to call her asap. She said that the neighbor felt strange that she had not seen my Mom yet that day. I didn't call the landlord. I got in my car and drove there....and I found her dead, she looked so peaceful....yet she was not there. Shes not there....all I want is one more minute with her...to tell her I love her. To do something nice for her. To hug her. Her birthday was March 15...she would of turned 80. At this time in her life she was just getting set financially...and she was suffering from asthma, and she was "spunky" as the neighbor said when she saw her at 6 PM the night before she died. I dont know what to do. I am so lost. I miss her beyond anything I could ever imagine....I function, I dont function. I cry all day. I cry all night, I cant sleep, I force myself to eat. I am mad. I am weary, its beyond my compreshension, and yet I feel happy for her finding peace. I love you Mom. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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