Widowedbysuicide Posted November 3, 2018 Report Share Posted November 3, 2018 It is good you feel the love. It's something that you can count on here. ❤️ 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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kayc Posted November 3, 2018 Report Share Posted November 3, 2018 22 hours ago, Marg M said: Sometimes I struggle with my faith, but know if I could talk to Billy I would find it again. We may not know where God is, but He knows where we are all of the time. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted November 3, 2018 Report Share Posted November 3, 2018 Katie, we sit with you here, just as if we were having a cup of coffee/tea at your table, so we are with you. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
widow'15 Posted November 9, 2018 Report Share Posted November 9, 2018 God Bless you Katie and your two sweet boys. Dee Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
A&K Posted November 9, 2018 Author Report Share Posted November 9, 2018 I’m continuing to struggle. My boys are what keeps me going. It’s been three and a half months since my love took his life. It feels so raw still. My heart just bleeds. 😞. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MartyT Posted November 9, 2018 Report Share Posted November 9, 2018 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scba Posted November 10, 2018 Report Share Posted November 10, 2018 We are with you and the boys. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted November 10, 2018 Report Share Posted November 10, 2018 Katie, the struggling is to be expected, but I'm so glad you and the boys have each other. I think of you often and pray when I do. It takes much time for all of this to process, it's unfathomable, how can it not take time? Just get through one day at a time, we'll be here in your corner, rooting for you. (((hugs))) 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Widowedbysuicide Posted November 10, 2018 Report Share Posted November 10, 2018 Sending you prayers and love. 🙏❤️ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
A&K Posted November 12, 2018 Author Report Share Posted November 12, 2018 I’ve spent six hours in the ER this morning. I felt like I was having a heart attack. That was ruled out. Pneumonia was ruled out. And blood clots in my lungs were ruled out. I have viral pleurisy. The most painful thing I’ve ever endured. Laying down is excruciating. It could last a few days to a few weeks. 😫 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Widowedbysuicide Posted November 12, 2018 Report Share Posted November 12, 2018 Katie I hope you will be able to start feeling better soon. You definitely need your strength and good health. You must be exhausted from the pain and worry. Maybe now that you know what it is you can get the appropriate treatment. You are so incredibly strong. I wish you didn't have to go through everything to find that out. Hugs and prayers to you and the boys. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MartyT Posted November 12, 2018 Report Share Posted November 12, 2018 Oh dear Katie. I am so, so sorry. Just one more burden for you to bear. Sending gentle, healing thoughts to you ♥️ 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scba Posted November 13, 2018 Report Share Posted November 13, 2018 Dear Katie, we are thinking and praying for you. Please, any time you feel unwell ask for help. Call someone, go to ER. You don't have to stand up for anything elese on your own. You are not alone. Ask for help and care. Peace Ana 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Margm Posted November 13, 2018 Report Share Posted November 13, 2018 Katie-girl, please listen to Ana. Ask for help, you deserve it. Life is hard but one day you will see the sun, you will see the flowers and the aspens changing colors. I don't know how many years it will take, but please just hang on and when it gets too hard ask for help. Please. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
widow'15 Posted November 13, 2018 Report Share Posted November 13, 2018 Katie: So very sorry. Know you are in my thoughts. ❤️🙏 Dee Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted November 13, 2018 Report Share Posted November 13, 2018 I have a friend who had that, in her 20s, very painful. Are you able to sleep in a recliner if laying down hurts worse? You're in my prayers, Katie! Can you take anti-inflammatories to help with it? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
A&K Posted November 15, 2018 Author Report Share Posted November 15, 2018 Thanks everyone yes im on an anti inflammatory med. that’s really all that can be done. It could last a few days to a month. It’s not better yet. Crying today didn’t help it. 😢. And yes I’m sleeping in the recliner so the pain isn’t as bad. We are getting our first snow storm yay... 😕 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted November 15, 2018 Report Share Posted November 15, 2018 Oh Katie, I'm sorry. Do you have someplace to go on Thanksgiving with your boys? I hope the snow storm doesn't amount to a lot. to me it will always be a four letter word, even though it is pretty. It felt very different to me sitting in a warm home looking out at it with George...together we made snow angels and sipped hot chocolate. Now it just represents not being able to drive safely and all the shoveling I have to do and canceled plans. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
A&K Posted November 15, 2018 Author Report Share Posted November 15, 2018 My parents and best friend are coming over and doing the cooking. Im having a terrible time emotionally. It just never gets easier. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MartyT Posted November 16, 2018 Report Share Posted November 16, 2018 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted November 16, 2018 Report Share Posted November 16, 2018 Katie, I'm glad they're coming to be with you. No, right now it's not any easier. Sending you love and healing thoughts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Widowedbysuicide Posted November 16, 2018 Report Share Posted November 16, 2018 I'm glad that you have your friend and your parents coming to your home. It must feel good knowing they love you and the boys enough to do Thanksgiving with you. It won't be the Thanksgiving you had hoped for and I'm sorry about that. Take care to look after yourself. I know it's hard to feel good about anything but your health is very important. Hugs to you ❤️🙏 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scba Posted November 16, 2018 Report Share Posted November 16, 2018 Wishing you as much confort as it could be. Rely on parents and friends. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
A&K Posted November 24, 2018 Author Report Share Posted November 24, 2018 So we made it through thanksgiving but not unscathed. Myself and both boys are sick. We all have strep throat and Ryan also has a double ear infection. So mom is over with homemade soup and cuddles. I miss my husband very much. Caleb really misses his dad right now. This is a long bumpy road... 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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