Jeyrah Posted August 3, 2020 Report Share Posted August 3, 2020 I have known my boyfriend for 8 years and have been in a relationship 4. His family and I have been very close. Holidays and Italian Sunday get togethers. I have gotten to know each one of them like they were my own family. Drop ins and life happens and we were always there. My boyfriend I always call him my better half... his younger brother tragically died onThursday morning. He and I were fighting Wednesday night before the accident. Thursday morning I got the call while in a conference. He let me know what was going on and that his brother died. I left work immediately to be there for him and the family. He told me not to come and he will let me know if and when he needs me. Then I get a call from him late told me family only during this grieving time and ghosted me. I found out through Facebook the funeral arrangement are for Tuesday. I asked him for his blessing to bring our kids and my mom. I still have not had an answer. Should I go.. I have been reading other posts and no answer is an answer. I’m angry because I have been left to grieve by myself. I loved him too. I am angry because I have no answers if and when he is coming home. I want to be here for when he does.. but I am let down at the end of each night. I am angry he is reading my texts and just not responding. I am angry because I feel I am stuck in a jail cell cut off from our world and from our family. I am just so angry and I feel selfish for feeling this way. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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