Ztyu123 Posted January 8, 2022 Report Share Posted January 8, 2022 Today as all days are now Was a terrible horrendous day. It was the first snowfall without you. Just last year, you were prancing around outside in your coat, enjoying the snow. Running around happy as can be. Never wanting to go back in. I can understand. It's very ominous.. You d in the same manner.. Trying to escape... Trying to see the world one last time.. I'm sorry I couldn't grant you that. I didn't even shovel this year. It hurts. It hurts terribly. I broke down further. Down the rabbit hole.. I hope I cant be found. The loss has completely Surfaced on my bones. I don't look the same I haven't laughed or smiled A genuine one. I reek of death And desperation A dangerous combo My body has been preparing to shut down. Food isn't appealing nor appetizing to me I have been just sleeping all day long. It's hard to wake up and stay awake, literally. I don't want to wake up. I lost you and Released you into the snow Today for a bit I hope the sleigh ride down my cheeks continuously Meant alot to you. I hope you had fun As you plopped in the snow Begging for more.. So I gave you more times.. Then we came inside And I released you some more On your bed ..that's still there. I feel like I need to tell the story of Your last days tomorrow . Again. It replays Endlessly and continously in my mind All day every day. I hope you forgive me 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted January 8, 2022 Report Share Posted January 8, 2022 Pain - When Nothing Eases itWhy Does It Hurt So Much?Grieving intensely Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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