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I had another STUG (Sudden, Temporary Upsurge of Grief) today and I just wanted to share my experience. 

I like to watch channels on YouTube about supernatural stuff ei: Nuke's Top 5, Slapped Ham etc.. Tonight I put one of these on as I did chores around the house. The first story was some warehouse workers that worked at night time, and one worker caught some strange howling noises on his phone. It was blamed on the lost spirit of a mother looking for her child (there was more to the story but by this point I stopped listening) because the sound that the man recorded was like an instant punch in my gut. I'm a cynic, and I'm not religious so these stories are more for entertainment. I knew the moment I heard the cries that it was an animal in distress, and it sounded exactly like Beck who died over 3 years ago. I have not allowed myself to revisit that day or replay (in my head) the sounds of his cries from the day he died because I know it would be too painful for me, I buried it but today I heard it again. It really rattled me. I miss him so much. 

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OMG, this tugged at my heart, I am so sorry!!

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Thanks Kayc, you are amazing for taking the time to answer so many people on this forum. I know it means a lot to many. 

I did cry a bit that day thinking of Beck. I felt better afterwards. Sometimes it's good to let it out even if you don't see it coming. 

I do feel that Beck is watching over me and Nile. 

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Sometimes it just hits that way.  I've learned to flow with the waves. 

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On 8/16/2022 at 5:02 AM, Novi said:

I had another STUG (Sudden, Temporary Upsurge of Grief) today and I just wanted to share my experience. 

I like to watch channels on YouTube about supernatural stuff ei: Nuke's Top 5, Slapped Ham etc.. Tonight I put one of these on as I did chores around the house. The first story was some warehouse workers that worked at night time, and one worker caught some strange howling noises on his phone. It was blamed on the lost spirit of a mother looking for her child (there was more to the story but by this point I stopped listening) because the sound that the man recorded was like an instant punch in my gut. I'm a cynic, and I'm not religious so these stories are more for entertainment. I knew the moment I heard the cries that it was an animal in distress, and it sounded exactly like Beck who died over 3 years ago. I have not allowed myself to revisit that day or replay (in my head) the sounds of his cries from the day he died because I know it would be too painful for me, I buried it but today I heard it again. It really rattled me. I miss him so much. 

Our animal friends can touch us as deeply as the humans we love.  I assume Beck was a animal friend/loved one.  I hope your are better now.  My thoughts are with you.

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