teny Posted September 1, 2007 Report Share Posted September 1, 2007 It is 10 months today and so hard to believe.All this months Im strugling for the choices I read in abook that I have.Choose to die choose to exist until die choose to live .I have no standert place where Ilive I go every night to another house driving long distances carieng my clothes in a suitcace. I think that Im loosing My mind .The only period that Ilived for 10 days in the same place was when my son and his kids came with me at the summer house.When they had to go Igould not stay there alone.Yesterday my son told me that I can not understand that he is also grieving and that Ikeep posting here about my feelings to strangers and that my family is here and kares for me .Losing YIANY is the most devastating experienceof my life .I dont want to be Grief plus to my children.They blame me of loving their father more than Ilove them and nothing counts for me any more.The pain of loss is huge I have not mastered any of it.Im in huge dip. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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