Guest moparlicious Posted September 7, 2007 Report Share Posted September 7, 2007 I have been married to my husband for 20 years and have been together for 24 years.My husband died on 8/20/2007, of cancer. I was with him when he went to heaven and we spent every single day together 24/7 together. I got fired from my job of almost 3 years to care for my husband.Let me tell you that was a true blessing, being with him was far more important than any job. Every day I get up and think, "Oh here I go another day to get up, without him" This is such a horrible feeling. I don't know what to do with myself,where to turn, or how to face this world.So many what if's go through my mind uncertanties.Did I do enough and everything humanly possible to help keep him alive???? Then family members,are blaming me for him dying(my husband and I talked about this and I told him awhile before he died this would happen)One of his sisters thinks I let Hospice od(overdose)him.Why doesn't anyone know? He wanted to go to Hospice and he was so tired of radiation, chemotherapy, throwing up every single day for the past 13 months,and hurting so bad. Our 3 children and myself are so sad without him.He was 41 years old.Please, if you have any suggestions or comments for our family, please help.I love him so much and wish I could be with him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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