Gail_R Posted September 18, 2007 Report Share Posted September 18, 2007 hello everyone.31 years ago today was one of the happiest day's of my life that is the day that Bruce and I got married. But today it is one of the saddiest day's. I know that I keep saying this but it's true I still have a hard time believing that he is gone. We were married so young I had just turned 18 and Bruce was 23 and now it's all gone why? I need him so much and I miss him why does life have to be so unfair? Today would be our 31st anniversary and on thursday he will be gone 8 months. Where have the 8 months gone I think that I have be in a fog this whole time. I missed spring and summer and now it is fall aready. I think that I told you before that we are farmers so with that said our boy's are very busy taking off the crops. The boy' myself and my two brothers-law we have around 4000 acres of crops to combine so this is a very busy time for us and also one for Bruce's favorate time of the year this is what he loved. Our daughter has taken today day off work so that we can go and take flowers to her dad. Who would have thought that one year later I would be going to his grave to say Happy Anniversary I sure as hell didn't. I keep saying this and I will till I get answer why did god do this to us WHY? So far this year I have Spent our youngest son birthday , our daughters birthday. Valintine.Easter his birthday. my birthday and now our anniverary without him. There are still a some more first to come and would like to know it get amy easier after all the first are out of the way? This like a rollercoaster ride one day I'm up and the next I'm down. I don't that I have cried so much in my life.HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BRUCE I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY HEART ACHES. love Gail Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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