teny Posted October 15, 2007 Report Share Posted October 15, 2007 Hi my friends It is almost ayear since YIANy died I only use the word died when I post .It is soo hard to believe.He comes to my dreams I try To hug him and he stands with no answers for me he does not put his arms around me even in my dreams.My friends and family think that Ishould be over it but for me it is getting harder especialy this time of the year that we spend our last days together in a hospital room Regrets quilt memories and my heart is copletely broken My children have their lives and I feel no reason to go on living and suffering.In the first few months I had hope tha it will get easier .Looking at myself now the stranger tha Iam Iknow its getting harder.Living so far away from all of you asking for support is like trying to get answer from heaven.THANK YOU TENY Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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