WendyJ Posted November 11, 2007 Report Share Posted November 11, 2007 Hey my friends tonight its my turn to feel down and lonely. It is Saturday nite 1am and as I have been sitting here watching television all evening and this feeling of lonliness and sorrow over losing my Steve has been creeping up on me. Why is it so easy to give advice when you are not the one hurting as much at that moment but when your time comes there seems like there is no solution to easing the pain? I sat there in his chair and looked around the living room and just felt this overwhelming lonliness and the needing of a good hug and to be told it is going to be okay. I miss him so much and I think what is my life like now? I go to work sit in my office alone do my job and cry on the way home because my mind is no longer distracted, I then go home to an empty house, eat dinner alone, crash in his chair, wake up sometime during the night and crawl into bed and then start my day over again. No conversations no having someone to watch tv with and have discussions with, nobody to clown around with, nobody to ask me how my day was and give me a big hug. Yes I have friends and family but it is not the same as you all know. I am at 8 months and still feel like I am not living but still just existing. I am tired, I am lonely , and I need a big hug. But more than anything I miss my Steve....I miss my Best Friend.....Love,Wendy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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