teny Posted December 15, 2007 Report Share Posted December 15, 2007 Hi my friends I know that holidays are hard for every one here.This morning I was helping a girl to find a gift from my collection and I heard the song YESTERDAY .I just could not go on tears came that did not stop.I asked my niece to help with the pacage and I went at the garden to pull myself together.Felt like my life is aburden on my shoulders.No matter how I try grief is hiting harder.It seems like more pills Itake more tears find their way .My therapist told me that he feels that he can not get through to me its like I have built a wall and what ever he says I doubt.That is true I duobt him Idoubt God I doubt myself.Feeling tired with no strength.I just dont want to exist if Im not able to realy live.THANK you for being here TENY Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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