Stallyn Posted February 27, 2008 Report Share Posted February 27, 2008 I just can't for the life of me believe, tomorrow is the year mark that was the LAST day I ever saw her, and I just feel crappy, and a few days is the 1 year of her death and I can remember everything vividly, the pain still there, the grief? still there, and feeling lonely as ever, I hope for the sake of it, the days following will go without incident, please pray for me, for endurance and peace, and a sign from her. I really need something now.Love, Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
karenb Posted February 27, 2008 Report Share Posted February 27, 2008 Dear William, My dear friend, I pray for peace, understanding, the love for life again, a beautiful and fond rememberance of your lovely lady, and the will to find a good life again.....so much for you a good life again when the time is right for you. My heart goes out to you for all your suffering I so pray for you to be okay....give it time, my friend....just give it time. You are a precious person.Love you, Karen Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lyn Posted February 27, 2008 Report Share Posted February 27, 2008 William, I will keep you in my prayers for strength and comfort as you go through the day. Please hang on, it will be hard but we are always with you. I hope that she will also give u some signs to bring u comfort again. Ask for it, and I hope it will come soon. Everytime I need some sign from him, I asked for it before I sleep, wishing that he will visit me in my dream. Most often, I couldnt remember my dreams but i woke up in the morning feeling comforted and peaceful and I know in my heart he was there with me all through the night. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WendyJ Posted February 27, 2008 Report Share Posted February 27, 2008 My dear sweet William, you know I will be here for you every step of the way as you have been for me. I know in my heart that Myrna will give you a sign that she is still here with you, and you my closest friend will get through this just fine as you know you have shown everyone lately that you are alot stronger than you give yourself credit for. This will be a tough couple weekes for you and I and quite a few of us as we near our anniversary dates. I just can't believe it has been a year !Love,Wendy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stallyn Posted February 27, 2008 Author Report Share Posted February 27, 2008 Thank you my dear friends, I am not going to try to handle this on my own like in the past, I have to give it to God or I will fall again, the anxiousness and sorrow are building up, I wish I could see her and feel her again, gosh its been too long already, I dread each day with knowing I wake up alone without her. I'll just rest and focus on something else before the mind starts rattling.Love,William Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corinne Posted February 27, 2008 Report Share Posted February 27, 2008 William my friend,I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers always and wish for you strength, courage and hope for the future. I know it is hard as Sunday it was 1 year since we last saw John. My heart is so heavy, the girls have grown so much in the past year and their Daddy was not here to see it. Every day I grieve for my loss, for my daughter's loss and for John's loss of not seeing his precious girls grow up. It is hard my dear friend but we will get through this together.(((BIG HUG))) & prayers, CorinneHere is a rose for your Myrna[attachmentid=269] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KathyG Posted February 27, 2008 Report Share Posted February 27, 2008 William,Hold your head up and know that Myrna and God walk alongside of you. In her honor, here are the words to a beautiful, powerful song, "To Where You Are" by Josh Groban. We included the song in my Bill's memorial service, and I fall apart every time I hear it. But I love its message.TO WHERE YOU AREWho can say for certain / Maybe you're still hereI feel you all around me / Your memory's so clearDeep in the stillness / I can hear you speakYou're still an inspiration / Can it be (?)That you are mine…Forever loveAnd you are watching over me from up aboveFly me up to where you are / Beyond the distant starI wish upon tonight / To see you smileIf only for awhile to know you're thereA breath away's not far / To where you areAre you gently sleeping / Here inside my dreamAnd isn't faith believing / All power can't be seenAs my heart holds you / Just one beat awayI cherish all you gave me everyday'Cause you are my…Forever loveWatching me from up aboveAnd I believe / That angels breatheAnd that love will live on and never leaveFly me up / To where you areBeyond the distant star / I wish upon tonightTo see you smile / If only for awhileTo know you're thereA breath away's not farTo where you areI know you're thereA breath away's not farTo where you areListen here Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stallyn Posted February 28, 2008 Author Report Share Posted February 28, 2008 Corinne, Kathy, it is harder that I expected even with a year now, I try to think shes in paradise with joy, but no comfort there, but your words are comforting and to know, loneliness is not as profound with you all with me here, thanks for the prayers, God is keeping me glued together tonite, I posted before, without his presence I falter and wither away, but He holds me in his arms and consoles my broken heart. love ya!William Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DesertBob Posted March 2, 2008 Report Share Posted March 2, 2008 We included the song in my Bill's memorial service, and I fall apart every time I hear it. But I love its message.TO WHERE YOU ARE*snif* *HONK*Thanks, Kathy,Josh Groban was Linda's favorite singer, and his "You Life Me Up" was her personal anthem, and it was played at her memorial service. I think this will be a new favorite for me.Best,--Bob Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
karenb Posted March 2, 2008 Report Share Posted March 2, 2008 Hi Desert Bob, I just have to tell you that your humor, knowledge and how you express yourself to us is very appreciated. Thank you.Your friend, Karen Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stallyn Posted March 2, 2008 Author Report Share Posted March 2, 2008 Bob,I thought of a red nose and a hankey, sure needed the laugh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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