tootie Posted March 30, 2005 Report Share Posted March 30, 2005 As I sit here tonight I can only think of where I was 2 years ago on this night.I was sitting by the side of the most wonderful woman there ever was in my life. I was watching her fade away from me & there was nothing I could do about it except to hold her & tell her how much I love her & how I will never forget how much she loves me.The pain I feel today, 2 years later, is like reliving the whole night all over again. It is like it is all happening as I type.I just want to be alone yet I have 2 children who need me, & my friends call & I say that I do not feel like chatting right now, & they get angry with me.I try to explain the way I feel & they try to tell me they understand, but I know they do not have any idea. I feel like such a bitch, yet I still feel I need this time to myself, as I do not feel I am good company right now.What do I do?I know this is not going to get better for a couple of weeks, as my moms birthday is in only 12 days too.I am so lost, angry & confused I do not know what to do. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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