ustwo Posted July 3, 2005 Report Share Posted July 3, 2005 All my days are bad but Saturday's are worse. I wake up in the morning hearing the clock tick away. I'm emotionally paralized, can't function, can't think. And the nearer it gets to the evening the pain gets worse. My heart aches as I look at Gene's pictures and down at his ring that I took off and placed on my finger. All of my days have tears but Saturday's are non-ending despair.......I miss him so much. God give me the strenght to get through one more Sat night......the day my world ended. The day Gene left. The day my shared heart and soul broke forever. I knew he couldn't fight it any longer and I told him it was ok to go. He had suffered long enough and I had to let him go that night. But don't know how to truely let go.....I'll never let go. We held hands through all of life's battles and all I'll do the rest of my life is wait for him to reach out his hand to me. 6 more minutes until 7:48. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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