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Being Mad Instead Of Sad


missyme

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I am having such a hard time with the holidays. My Mom is here to visit for the holidays and she is not doing well at all. I find myself being MAD at everyone instead of thinking about what I have lost and how sad I am.

This is my first Christmas of my life without my brother Johnny. Today my Grandma called and shared how difficult it would be to go to Christmas Eve dinner without him there. The irony is my brother went every year to see HER saying "we don't know if she'll be here for next Christmas"...we never imagined it would be him we would be missing. I still hate that my brother died.............and I hate that I avoid my pain by being mad and irritable.

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