spela Posted August 23, 2005 Report Share Posted August 23, 2005 I had a few "good" days, days when I was not in constant pain and was able to DO some things. But there's always this thought: why am I still here? Why should I live and how can "they" expect me to live and be happy while this life ended for him. Oh I know we all have to die someday, some young, some old, and I know that a lot of people die young, including so many children - but I still feel it's NOT FAIR!!! He didn't have a chance to have children, which is something he really wanted. There are so many things he will be missing. Why should I live, why should I have ANY good moments, ever???? I know, you'll probably say the same thing as I would say to you, that is that he (would) want(s) me to be happy, and I am sure if it was me who died, I would want him to be happy. But it's just not fair that he had to die and I at least have a chance to live, though I don't really want to. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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