kayc Posted September 10, 2005 Report Share Posted September 10, 2005 Tonight I went to a wedding...the first one I've gone to since I lost George. It was a couple just a little younger than us, and they look incredibly happy. I hope their life together lasts a whole lot longer than three years and eight months. The husband looked at his bride so much like George looked at me when we got married, he only had eyes for her, full of adoration and happiness. I am happy for them...I just wish I knew how to survive...When she threw the bouquet, someone called me to come help catch it..."all single ladies"...when are they going to get it? I don't feel single, I didn't ask for single, I don't want to catch someone's bouquet, I want to hold my own bouquet with my husband beside me again...I still have our wedding picture on our computer's wallpaper. I still have some "Just Married" address labels. I still have his clothes in our bedroom. Next month is our anniversary. I'm ordering a portrait of him for a present for myself...I contacted the studio today. Maybe I'm crazy, this place is a shrine to him, but that's my business, if that's how I want it, if that's what makes me feel comfortable...I want and need friends, but I already have a husband. He's the handsome man on my wall...the one that I talk to every night. He's the one waiting for me on the other side...the one that is going to welcome me with open arms...someday. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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