mik Posted January 1, 2012 Report Share Posted January 1, 2012 It's New Years Eve. I need him now more than ever! I miss him so much my heart is breaking in two. Everything that I have said to myself to comfort myself is not working now. I don't feel him here tonight. I need him here! We were going to live happily until we were old together. Now I am here and he is gone. I cant stop crying and feel I will never be able to stop. It is not the same with him gone. I was supposed to share all this time with him and now he has left me. How can I face another day without him to talk to, to touch, to hear, to feel his skin..see him????? How am I going to make it? I am not, I know it. I have tried to be strong but I can't anymore. I will be alone. I will never find anyone like him ever again. I just want to be put out of this misery, like a sick animal, put me to sleep. I am afraid, in pain and cant take it anymore. I need him to love me...to know that to survive the days ahead.....I am in such misery I wiash it had been me to go. Why did he have to go and not me???? I just want to be by his side again where I belong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted January 1, 2012 Report Share Posted January 1, 2012 I need him to love me...to know that to survive the days ahead. Kim, He does love you, you do know that and you will survive the days ahead. Some days will be better than others. Life will never be the same again, but the love will remain...that is forever, and it will see you through the hardest of times. (((hugs))) Kay Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HAP Posted January 1, 2012 Report Share Posted January 1, 2012 Dear Kim, His love surrounds you--as my wife's surrounds me. We just don't always feel it. Breathe and relax. Then reach out. He'll be there. Peace, Harry Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mik Posted January 1, 2012 Author Report Share Posted January 1, 2012 Kim, He does love you, you do know that and you will survive the days ahead. Some days will be better than others. Life will never be the same again, but the love will remain...that is forever, and it will see you through the hardest of times. (((hugs))) Kay Thank you. I felt so alone yesterday..I coulnt feel him near me or with me. I am ok today and will try and accept, no WILL accept that it will never be the same again. That is the hardest for me to deal with. I hat the word never..it is so final, yet it is the truth and I have always valued truth among anything else. Thank you. Your words are a comfort to me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mik Posted January 1, 2012 Author Report Share Posted January 1, 2012 Dear Kim, His love surrounds you--as my wife's surrounds me. We just don't always feel it. Breathe and relax. Then reach out. He'll be there. Peace, Harry Thank you, your words are so comforting to me. I feel as though I am alone so much that it hurts byond description. I know there are others who are suffering as well and I know that they feel the same. I have never been through anything as hard as this. I hope that I grow in some way from it all. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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