Who To Lean On?

[kayc]

Melina,

I think I've adjusted about as much as I'm going to after this long. sometimes I feel George with me in spirit, but it's not spirit I want right now, it's him in flesh and blood, and yes, I get lonely too...too much. I'm not sure that will ever go away. Maybe it'd be better if I wasn't out of work and home alone so much. Maybe it'd be better if my kids lived here. Maybe it'd be better if if if, but the way things are, it isn't better, it is what it is. When I get super lonely I try to spend time with someone, but not always, sometimes I try to ride it out.