Oct 20th, My First Year Alone

[Charlie]

Oct 20, 2004, that was the day I lost him and my life ended. I am sitting here tonight wondering how I will get thru tomorrow, remebering each horrible momment as I watched him take his last breath and enter a whole other world without me. How does this time pass and I still cannot believe that I am going it alone. I am scared to enter another year still alone, still trying to understand what has happened, still in so much pain. As I enter into this second year I pray it will get easier.

Grace

ONLY YOU

7/1/38 -10/20/04