belgmalilover Posted October 20, 2005 Report Share Posted October 20, 2005 I'm new to this board, or any board for that matter, so I don't really know how this works. I do know that I'm in a lot of pain and that that the way I've been 'dealing' with it is to just not stop moving. I'm not leaving my house but I am just in constant motion doing one thing or another. I'm only sleeping 3 out of 7 nights a week and by that I mean that I am up doing something...mostly organizing and re-organizing my house.I had to stop working doing dog training for now. I'm not able to watch the news, read the paper or even read things that would be helpful for me. When it gets to be about 8PM I get energy to just stay up all night. When dawn arrives I'm glad that the night is over and try to enjoy that blessed time of day. I don't know if I can go on writing now. Everything feels so abnormal. I had to euthanize my dog 9 weeks ago because he had an inoperable stomach cancer (he was 13). My other dog is also ill, suffering from a vaccine-related auto-immune disorder. One of the meds they put her on put her into liver failure so I've been exerting a lot of energy helping her to heal and hopefully not die. I don't know where I'm going in this post...maybe not too bad for my first try. I don't seem to be getting any better, especially because my young dog (4 y.o.) is ill and we are unable to have our usual routine of training and competeing in dog agility. I don't even want to go to the trials to support my friends... Elizabeth Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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