ustwo Posted November 8, 2005 Report Share Posted November 8, 2005 I can't hide the tears. I can't hide the pain. Friday will be 5 months. I can't believe you're not here with me still. My head knows but my broken heart aches for you so much that at times I think you're just taking a nap.....just for a moment. I thought I caught a glimpse of you smiling at me in your special way with that twinkle in those beautiful green eyes. I had to go through some papers this week and found a copy of your Living Will...the one you asked me to turn over to the hospital the morning after you coded. Right now I don't even know how I came home and found the paper and returned to the hospital with it. Until then I thought we still had a chance to beat this one more time like we did last year. You fought for so long to stay. I run through my mind all the things you had to fight: CHF, liver damage, kidney damage, pancreatitis, gall baldder, bone spurs on both shoulders, phnemonia, hienial hernia, and those restless legs that would not give you a moments peace. We fought hard together and beat all of it last year. You were just too tired to fight any more. And I know you suffered until you closed your eyes for the last time....you tried to stay with me. I love you. Thank you for every precious moment of majic for 28 years. It's not over.....you and I are never over. Always is forever my love. If I can not be with you now surely God lets my love wrap around you. Feel my love darling!Always Gene!Always! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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