pumkin Posted January 28, 2013 Report Share Posted January 28, 2013 My Marco is gone 155 days today. For weeks I've been crying everyday and praying that Marco would give me some sign that he's happy and at peace. He always knew how much I love butterflies. He'd always looked for anything with butterflies and would point them out to me when we went shopping together. This afternoon while I was sweeping my front yard, I spotted this beautiful butterfly on one of my lavender flowers. Marco knew lavender is my favorite color in flowers. It flew away and here I am talking to a butterfly begging and crying for it to come back if it was truly, a sign from Marco. It came back and went to another flower. While it was on the flower I wept and said I love you Marco five times. Then it flew away. I feel that was a precious sign from him telling me he is all right. Am I losing my mind thinking this way? All morning I was saying to myself that I just don't want to live anymore. But I know I must go on. You are all so strong and your support for each other on this forum is what I cling to and keeps me going. Hugs to all of you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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