I Love You To Infinity And Beyond

[ShanN]

My heart is so broken. In 8 days it will be 24 yrs since he took you from me Mama. This is harder than its ever been. Probably why I'm sick right now. Because the flashbacks of him shooting you are so vivid. And me holding you in my lap when he ran... You were gone in an instant. But I held you still because I thought if I just held you, your head would stop bleeding and you'd be ok. But you were gone... Just like that. I didn't want to stop holding you. I never wanted to let you go. I wanted to go with you.

You were my world, my heart, my soul, my everything. I thank God for the 15 yrs I had you.

My heart aches so much.

I love you Mama. I need you. I miss you more than anything. I love you to infinity and beyond always always.