jeepxtreme Posted November 18, 2005 Report Share Posted November 18, 2005 My dad died August 30, 2005 from injuries he recieved in a motorcycle accident. It was completely unexpected and took us all by suprise. He was the toughest man I have ever known. He survived 2 heart attacks, a quadruple by-pass, removal of his esophogus due to cancer, and a month long coma after a battle with AARDS (acute adult respiratory distress syndrome where the lung fill up with fluid and lose their elasticity, usually resulting in death from drowning.) Anyways, after his death, my mom, brother and sister all became blubbering fools to put it mildly, which left me the middle son, to step up and make sure everything was taken care of properly. So I did. Which I don't mind a bit, but it left me no time to let anything sink in. It is now a couple of months past all of the services and family has all gone home, and my life is an absolute wreck... NOTHING makes any sense to me anymore, NOTHING matters to me anymore. I am a few weeks away from graduating college at 35 years old and that doesn't matter neither. I am to a point I could just turn and walk away from everyone and never look back, including my wife and kids....(couldn't just leave the kids, but...)Is this normal or am I going nuts???? I just don't even feel like the person I used to be...Any help would be greatly appreciiated. Thanks in advance.Scott Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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