ShanN Posted June 23, 2013 Report Share Posted June 23, 2013 These two photos were of one of my honey's last days at home. I have literally stared at these most of today just laying in bed next to where his place was, is, and will always be. And I look at him and it is so beyond my comprehension that he no longer is on this earth, that it will be four weeks this Wednesday, that I can't hear his goofy humor, and his smile that always melts my heart, that I can't just sit or lay and stare at him as he sleeps, and caress his beard and his chin and he never woke... It's like he knew it was me there beside him, that I can't hear his grumpy sleepy complaints that I would tease him about, that I can't lock my fingers with his and hold his hand laying my head on his chest.... He is just gone... And looking at photos... It's just so incomprehensible to me that he was once my everything and my sunshine and every breath I take and now he is just gone and life is going on everywhere the sun still shines the birds still sing but my world is just gone. It feels so much bigger than me, I can't grasp this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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