Technical Difficulties!

[Mary1063]

I made three little videos... On of Leo, one of Shan, and one of the both of them. From photos. And for the life of me I can't figure out how the heck to get them on here.

I'm a little annoyed. Okay, a lot!

I'm spent.

If I figure it out I will post them here.

[Mary1063]

I thought going through photos would help me somehow. However, I am in tears. My heart is so full of memories yet so empty too. I feel very alone yet I am blessed to have my husband and family. Leo and Shan were everything to me. He was my big brother. And though Shan was "just" my SIL, she was my baby sister. I will be 50 in six days. Leo and Shan always made my birthday super special. Especially my brother because he knew how much pain my birthdays bring because of our childhood.

I suppose going through photos and making videos was not such a good idea seeing it has left me very lost and alone.

Goodnight for now.

God bless...

[kayc]

Mary,

Have you clicked on "more reply options"? Then you can attach photos but I don't know about videos since I've never made one. Or you could put it on YouTube and then post the link.

Sometimes it does help to go through the photos...I go through spurts of savoring everything...then avoiding it. I guess whatever brings you comfort at the time. You are going to feel bad at times because you are grieving, and as you are still in the early days, it's natural it should hurt. It will get more palatable eventually. You have a lot of loss to process.

(((hugs)))

Kay

[feralfae]

Dear Mary,

I don't know anything about posting videos, sorry.

I hope you are getting a lot of support from the grief counselor and everyone around now. I am so glad you have your family and special pup. These first months are just really hard, and I don't know of any way to make them easier, other than being here and turning to those close to you from your family and friends.

As Kay said, you have a lot of loss to process, and the newer losses often trigger more grief from the older losses as well. Be gentle and kind to yourself, and take very good care of you, dear one. {{{HUGS}}}
*<twinkles>*

fae