Mary1063 Posted October 29, 2013 Report Share Posted October 29, 2013 Hello friends. It is the wee morning hours at 12:41am here officially the 29th... Five months since losing Leo. My husband is typing this as I am just in so much physical pain from my knee surgery Friday. As well as loopy and nauseated from morphine. I'm hating the morphine, though it is necessary for any kind of pain control. My heart is very heavy and I'm just feeling very numb and having a hard time comprehending that it has been five months already since Leo passed. And Shannon should be here to grieve with me. Though they are together now. It's just so surreal and I think maybe the surgery, pain, and meds are magnifying things. I just don't know. All I know is I feel so displaced, numb, yet heavy hearted. I'm trying to eat a little for my 1am dose of morphine. I hope to get to sleep soon. Dozing is the best I do with this pain. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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