bballgal8 Posted March 5, 2014 Report Share Posted March 5, 2014 Hey guys, A year ago in April I lost a very close friend of mine. She died in a car accident and I was the one driving. I know it wasn't my fault that caused the accident (a car ran a red light) but I can't seem to get over it. I think all the time what if we left just one minute later? What if she decided to drive and I was the one in her spot? When she first died I would have dreams about what happened and I am starting to have some of the same dreams again. I felt like I was making progress in dealing with my grief but now I feel like I am taking some steps back. She was someone I could talk to about anything and just laugh and have fun with. I keep finding reasons not to see my other friends because it brings back all the memories of times we spent together and I feel like I am shutting them out. I think some of them are angry with me for it and I don't think they understand why I have a hard time hanging out with them. I'm hoping once it gets past the one year mark I won't feel so awful. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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