catch108stchs Posted June 17, 2014 Report Share Posted June 17, 2014 My cousin died mother's day weekend. We're both only children, so we're more like siblings than anything. I've been calling him my brother since I was old enough to know we were related. He'd had his problems and had worked through them and was turning his life around. A friend of his called needing someone to bail him out of jail. D went and on the way was in a single car, fatal accident. We don't know yet what caused it and it doesn't really matter. I am so lost. From the moment I got the news I've been spinning. I've lost close friends before, that was nothing. I keep trying to just ignore this so I don't have a complete meltdown. I know that's not good, but it's the only way I'm "coping" (or not coping). I barely made it through the services. I'm trying to be strong for his friends and I'm learning more about him than I ever knew. That he thought more of me than I ever knew. He wasn't even 40. We were supossed to have more time. This was supossed to happen when we were old, not now. We were just getting to know each other as adults and it was all ripped away. I don't know what to do.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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